Questions?
Reblogged from kyleloveseileen
When is it right to give up on my current path and try a new one? How many times can I listen to my family tell me to give up before I actually do? Is the path I am trying so hard to succeed in right now the right path? Will it be a mistake? How long can I go on living on almost nothing? How long can I survive the stress of letting everyone down? What am I doing wrong?
These are just a small few of the many questions that go through my head every moment of every day. I don’t know what to do at this point.
Do whatever makes YOU happy, cause whatever makes you happy, should make other people happy for you.
Ahhh, the tell tale “follow your heart” philosophy. Unfortunately, life doesn’t always work that way. And first, I would be happy being were I want to be… but I am NOT happy where I am right now. And how long it will take to get there is what bothers me. I don’t want to sit in my current position, being taken advantage of forever. I hate my life right now. I am constantly stressed. Additionally, I am taking advantage of those around me because I want to follow my heart. How long can I continue down this path before I realize I must do something else. I am 27 years old with a college degree in information technology. I should be self sufficient at this point. I can not continue with this path, and be happy because I know I can not do it on my own.
I know where I —>should<— be right now. And I know where I am. Yes, thats the way life is… I understand that. But I dont like being in this position. I am being taken advantage of, and told lies and misinformation. I am also taking advantage of others because of this situation. It is lame.