My name is Ryan, and I live in Orlando Fl, and I work for the largest tourist destination in the world. I love my job, my friends, and technology (especially Apple stuff). My degree was in Information Technology (even thought I am not using it right now). This blog is a collection of thoughts, opinions, and re-blogs of things that interest me. Have more questions about me? Send them to me in my ask box. :)
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I don’t really know where I am going with this
Reblogged from wamiv-
but I feel like I have a pretty weak self-concept. In that, I feel like I don’t have a firmly rooted sense of self, or a set of distinguishable passions and talents. I feel like I fail to offer anything to the conversation as a whole, that I am really just like the laugh track that you hear when you’re falling to sleep on the couch. I just wish I was the kind of person that people could describe to their friends as “Oh Will, yeah, he’s my friend, man, you should see how he ____.” I guess I really just want to feel proud about something I do or have done. I hate looking back on my day and feeling embarrassed for the things I do and say. I hate being painfully awkward, transparently insecure, and predictably mediocre. There are things I like about myself, but man, there are some things I really just cannot stand.
I feel the same way.
