So, I realized last week…
That I finally got the confidence as a leader, that I had when I was a coordinator. I am finally confident that I know what I am doing (for the most part, and to ask questions when I don’t). It just hit me suddenly last week. It was pretty weird (and noticeable for me). I think it was just the type of work I had to do that week, the way I all of a sudden found my style for things like making my track talks much less boring, among others. I just all around felt much more confident in myself and in the role I was performing. I think I am finally over most of the large learning curve that goes with being a new leader. I have been an on and off leader now for about a year and a half.
It’s really sad because my current TA ends in three weeks.
Do you sometimes feel the world is out to get you?