My name is Ryan, and I live in Orlando Fl, and I work for the largest tourist destination in the world. I love my job, my friends, and technology (especially Apple stuff). My degree was in Information Technology (even thought I am not using it right now). This blog is a collection of thoughts, opinions, and re-blogs of things that interest me. Have more questions about me? Send them to me in my ask box. :)
Depressing Christmas Eve
Developments at work have me feeling bad. There isnt really anyone that I can talk to about it. And I need that. The people I can talk to don’t really understand the situation. The people that do understand I cant talk to about it, because #1: I have information I am not supposed to have, and #2 it would probably make me look worse because I have feelings, which I am not allowed to express.
I just want to know I havent wasted the last 5 years of my career life. The last five of my personal life have been the best in my life, but the work portion is what I am worried about. I hope I havent put in this effort, and had this drive to do my best for no reason. I dont want it all to be a waste.
It is Christmas Eve, and I am very sad. I should stop thinking about work for the holidays, and just enjoy it with the ones I love. But, that is not how my brain works.
