My name is Ryan, and I live in Orlando Fl, and I work for the largest tourist destination in the world. I love my job, my friends, and technology (especially Apple stuff). My degree was in Information Technology (even thought I am not using it right now). This blog is a collection of thoughts, opinions, and re-blogs of things that interest me. Have more questions about me? Send them to me in my ask box. :)
fuck everything.
Reblogged from bowl-packs
fuck trying to convince yourself that you’re happy when in reality you want to scream fuck the world. fuck that empty feeling at the very bottom of your heart. fuck trying to get that empty feeling out of your system and failing to do so. fuck depression. fuck crying. fuck you. fuck your lies. fuck my efforts going unnoticed. fuck having a mother that doesn’t give two shits about her own daughter. fuck having a mother with a psychological problem. fuck family genes. fuck getting kicked out at 1am. fuck sleep insomnia. fuck being treated like shit. fuck the way i think. fuck the way i am. fuck having no other choice but to move in with my father. fuck contemplating quitting my job for moving in with my dad. fuck reapplying around where my dad lives. fuck panic attacks. fuck acid reflux. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck stress. fuck stomach pains.
just, fuck everything.
fuck the police. fuck traffic court. fuck the bullshit judicial system. fuck shitty lighters. fuck cigarettes being $7 a pack. fuck school. fuck handwritten essays. fuck teachers making assignments due at 8:15 when their class is at 1:45. fuck insomnia. fuck hating yourself. fuck trust issues. fuck being lazy. fuck being overweight. fuck having terrible self-esteem. fuck not talking to the people you love. fuck not being able to be happy. fuck not having best friends.
