Depressed from news
I heard news today from other sources that may or may not effect me. I was expecting it, but not at the same time. I was holding out hope. I mean, I still have hope to hold onto for now because my name has not been mentioned. However I still feel like I was hit by a giant truck. I am depressed and have lost some motivation. If it is true, I don’t know if I will care anymore or have any passion. I can only hope for the best news possible.